That's right, "Gah!!" with a heavy scoop of "What the fuckery" on top.

Oh god, I am so...so bloody tired of letting my 'shynessity', nervousness and uncertainty get the better of me.

It's like, no sooner than I get off the computer and become thrown into the public streets, I automatically become.. *dramatic hero-theme music* Idiotocity Gal!!Where my IQ drops a good 30 points and I cannot for the life of me think of anything really good and profound to say. Yaaay!

Could be, because I am worried what people will think of me, that no one will be able to handle my true, uppity, 'almost insane' positive attitude (Yes...I do have a positive attitude, sometimes sickenly so). But you know...my shy, tongued-tied, unsure, "Think I am lower than dirt" attitude...isn't attracting many fans.

*Ponders for a moment* You know, the more I think of it...when I am myself...completley...more people tend to like me....Perhaps I should just no longer care what people think of me and just say "Ah screw it". Stop trying to please the general masses and just think, say, and do the fucking things I want to do.
*waves her arms* YOSH!!!

*sighs happily* Aaaaaah....I am glad to get that off my chest. Thanks for reading my rambling journal entry. XP

P.S I LOVE MY TABLET...and hate it too...It's not what I expected it to be..but I shall keep practicing with it. And I shall be posting some drawings tomarrow. (not the best, but at least it's somthing X3)